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i just got home from guard.. a 5 hr practice.. booo.... well next week it will be from 1 to 10 or 11pm... that really sucks.. then they r making us practice during finals.. i have NEVER NEVER NEVER practiced during finals.. i NEED to study for them (i'll still fail but i need to study) then we have to practice the 21,22, 23.. joy joy.. i love guard... guard is my life.. and right now it sucks bigg time.. well i dont kno y and maybe someone out there does, but my supposed two best friends are ignoring me and dont really want to talk to me.. i dont kno y.. yeah i was mad yesterday at them (and still am) but still thats becides the point.. at least f****** tell me y ya'll r ignoring me and treating me like s***!!!!!!! grrr... so this has been one of the worst days of my life... thanks.. well i think i'm done vinting.... but who knows what tomorrow will bring!